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fail to succeed
03:52
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getting ready to fall for another time. i don't think it would be easier just beacause i know i will fail. knowledge wont help me from facing solid surface of reality but it will help me get up afterwards, at least i hope it will be so. it doesn't matter how many times i will fail, as long as i can get up i will continue trying, i will try to change not to make same mistakes. it doesn't mean i surely won't repeat them but i am not afraid of making them again, because it is the way everything works, you have to make mistakes to learn how everything works, and without this knowledge you won't be able to do anything at all, you won't be able to live your life to the fullest, and it's to short to waste time. this is why i decided to continue failing, failing and hoping, someday i will become everything i have been dreaming of.
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on the verge of collapse
03:20
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i am sure, someone will understand me. something tells me i am not the only one, feeling so unclear. like i am that mirror everyone is screaming at in furstration, like i'm that pillow everyone is crying into trying to make sleepless nights go by faster, like i am connection between the problems, but it doesn't make me a solvation. im hearing opinions from every direction, everyone is talking about each others imperfection. and it would not be so bad if most of the time they were not right. they all have a point and i can not argue with it. the more i get to know everyone, the more tension grows. never ending search for answer is starting to drive me insane, i don't seem to find any answers at all, only more questions. and i don't feel like i can handle it much longer, someday the moment will come and i will just turn away. i will go my own way, without looking back, without trying to drag my past with me. i don't know if i will regret my desisions, but something tells me, if it will happen i won't return no matter what, i will star over and over again if i will have to, just to never again feel the way i do now.
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my entire life i've been told to do things i hate, i've been told that it's the only way to get something i want. but as i was growing up i started to understand, i have to struggle with my hate more often every day. i understood i was told everything not to reach my dreams, but toget used to suffering i was about to expirience. i should be thankfull i was prepeared but i just can't seem to get rid of feeling betrayed, i can't forget that i was told lies all theese years. now i know the truth and i could change myself to overcome theese barriers, but after all theese years i'm feeling so miserable, i just don't know if i can make it through such changes.
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let go
04:16
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Everything is changing quickly, people come and people go, every day is bringing something new while taking something away. We are not able to comepitly determine what impact our desisions will make, but it doesn't mean we should stop trying to do anything in fear of not getting a result we wanted. we have to try as hard as we can to make all the things we need possible. sometimes it takes time, lots of it. so i am not afraid of changing, because if i were i wouldn't be able to follow my own life. don't try to hold me back, i know you are afraid because future is so uncertain, but i would rather try and fail than sit here and just think about this uncertainty. you need to understand, this is the way i want to live. you have to let go. i will be alright, i promise.
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distractions
02:55
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have you ever felt like everything is not as bad as it could be? have you ever tried to understand what is great about the life you are living now and how to make it even better? because i have. and i wouldn't say that everything i do is pointless or that there is no way to make my dreams come true. and i am sure that you can feel the same way, you can find peace in little things that surround you or maybe you can start moving towards them, because they are not so hard to reach as it seems, you just need to realize if they really are the things that will make your life calm and not just some distractions that will make you further away than you are now.
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irony
03:05
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we all once were bunch of lighthearted children, we used to spend our time searching for adventures that now seem pointless. we were confused by what elder people were doing, we couldn't understand why there is so much disagreement and cruelty between them. Time went on, we grew up and everything has changed insensibly. we forgot the difference of our opinions and started to treat each other like mindless creautures. Now we want to gain more while doing less, we have fallen for temptaion of dominance. we find sadisfaction in accumulation and consumption, tricking the brain to feel joy only by taking a pill... we became people we once hated...
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remorse
03:46
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for all this time i've been blaming everyone for wasting their lives, i was screaming on the top of my lungs, i was telling everyone to change, but i never made a single step to the right way myself. i was calling everyone selfish and yet i was the one who tried to make my own opinion mean more then everyone elses life expirience. i should have thought before, everything happens for a reason, it is always a consequence of something else. or maybe this confirms that everyone is so selfish, absolutely everyone, even people who know this awful truth. i have told about changing so much yet i still am here, doing the same thing, screaming the same words, over and over again, maybe it's time for me to start changing? maybe if i will change, everything around will? i guess that's it. i guess it's time for me to make a difference. does this mean you wont hear me again? i don't know, but i hope i will have something to say. only time will show if i schoose the right way.
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